just another post

its been a very long time since the last time i update anything here.it's not dat i dun want to.in fact, i always think about scribbling here.however, the fact dat i have a problem in accepting the reality of my life now (working and not anymore studying. having lots of friends or interesting activities to do like back then) really2 stressed me up.it makes me think that im a very boring person.and i start counting how many friends left i have. the last time i wrote was the first day of Ramadhan and now we are approaching Syawal.it's just around the corner.I hope i'll be celebrating this raya with a lot more happiness and gratefulness. ow ya, speaking of raya, i also hope i will have the courage to go to mom, hold her hands tight and beg for forgiveness like i always want to.but always fail too.i've sinned a lot towards her, one thing that im sure of but too ego to say it out front to her.huhuhu..what kind of daughter am i.yeh,stubborn, hard hearted n etc.

Dear mom,

Im so sorry for every single thing i've done dat hurt your loving heart.every tears u shed because of my misbehavior.i promise n i try to be the best child for u mom.